Texas cancelled on hanging out which led me to watch some really great shows on hulu (I rarely watch tv but this was pretty nice).
He's coming over tonight for dinner so we'll see how that goes. I like him a lot so I'm feeling pretty good about it.
Audi. Was texting yesterday and is now in Vegas. Just sent me a shirtless photo post workout of himself smiling.
I am convinced this guy just needs attention. He's never really asking me questions on how my day is, etc. Kind of one sided to say the least. When we are in person, he is better - not WAY better but better.
I am off to my first legitimate vacation in 16 days! I'll be gone two weeks exploring Italy solo and I can't wait. It's the reset I need.
Til then, I just need to keep getting shit done and moving forward with work. I finally got the courage to launch a big thing today which felt good.
Italy is a fitness retreat which will be good to get my body realigned with where I want it to be. Sucks feeling less than ideal about yourself which is my current state. That being said, I'm dating two super cute guys soooo I can't be that bad?
Ew. Self worth from dating is pathetic - pretend I didn't just say that basic ass statement.
I gotta love me again before someone else can. So upward and onwards...
Check back tomorrow for Texas stories...