(Also have I mentioned he is the BEST kisser? Gosh, it's kind of insane and I wish you all could experience it.)
A supportive man is pretty much everything in my book. Even if he isn't a serious one, I really enjoy that quality in anyone I spend time with.
The first thing Texas mentioned when he said he was having doubts about us was he wasn't into attending formal events/galas on the regular.
Well guess what? I am NOT signing up for a boyfriend who isn't 100% down to be my date at these functions. THIS IS MY LIFE and I don't need a date to ALL of the events but I do for some/most and I'm not gonna beg someone to step up to the plate for me.
I WILL not settle or accept less on this.
God forbid you have to show up looking nice, not be the center of attention for a few hours, support me, support a charity and eat/drink with other people in my circle.
That must be SOOOOO taxing for these guys. Interrupting their regularly scheduled plans of doing absafuckinglutely nothing.
I'm not asking for European trips every month but I am asking you to show up for me and not whine when doing so.
So props to Audi for happily agreeing to show up tonight. He also said he's always down for a black tie event because it's a good excuse to wear his tux and it's fun to get dressed up and do something different.
I also hate that this topic is even a fucking topic. Legitimately boggles my damn mind.
If my husband worked in sports and I had to attend a TON of sporting events to support him (I'm not terribly into sports) you bet your ass I would because I'd support my husband and his career. He wouldn't have to beg me either.
Another red flag about Texas is the fact that he has zero friends in the state we live in currently. He moved here a week after I did and while I don't have a million friends, I do have some.
Happy to report that today when I woke up, I did feel a lot better. God is removing anyone/anything that no longer serves me from my life and for that, I am grateful.
Also oddly enough - I got an email about turning this little blog into a book. I'm not gonna say much about that right now because who knows what will happen but I promise if I have to shut this down so the content can get crafted into something legit, I will let ya know.
Anyone remember when 4000 people were reading this thing a week? Good ol days...
I've gotta get moving and get packed for my trip - I just wanted to check in and let everyone know I'm fine and that I know God has my best interests at heart.
99% will fail...1 will work.
Next up: the men of Italiaaaaaaa.
(Oh and it's official - our girls trip to Texas is still on for that weekend - let's get it fall season, I am ready to slay!)