Bruce 1 - Went on one date - tall, attractive, great job, super nice - no chemistry. No second date granted.
Bruce 2 - Met the next night, had talked to him for a few weeks due to being busy and pushing him to the backburner - not as cute in person, nice, frat boy vibe. We kissed and it was actually really good but he just doesn't seem like a potential. I wasn't really feeling it but agreed to a second date. (update: I've avoided planning said date for two weeks now...)
Bruce 3 - Very promising, world traveler, talked about himself nearly the entire time but overall he was nice. He asked for a second date when he got back into town. He's back, he texted, we'll see where it goes.
Bruce 4 - This one I was actually excited about - lots of texting the right before he left to go out of town for the weekend he went radio silent. I'm not chasing anyone or anything so I haven't tried to revive the convo either. Is what it is?
Texas Bruces. For some reason my app keeps giving me guys in either Dallas or Austin and every single one matches with me which is awesome because they're cute, successful, and well educated. As fate would have it, a client of mine just talked about picking a city in between us to meet and Dallas was the chosen. I think it might be time for another business trip...
Other news - I am my BFF's date to his trip his company sends them on for being top in sales. He is number 1 in the entire country this year so it's a big deal. It's in a city I haven't ventured to before and I am pretty excited for the change of pace and some quality time with him.
It's Scorpio Season and mercury in retrograde which means ex's are going to come out of the woodwork. Not that he counts as an ex but Basebally started texting me again. It's become a bit of a nightly ritual now which is nice because my favorite part of Basebally was simply texting with him.
Otherwise I am trying to keep myself motivated and moving forward in life. I go through lulls where I feel like a slug. I recently took two weeks off from working out which I haven't done in years. It was weird but this therapist I went to said I needed to chill the fuck out and cool it. She also said I have an eating disorder and am way too controlling over my routines and stuff. I've generally just felt this apathetic vibe. I still show up to stuff, I am back to hitting the gym regularly, I am getting my work done I am just overall kind of tuned out.
Is what it is - I'll snap out of it soon hopefully.
More to come on my second date with Bruce 3...