2. Chase has been texting all day. Suggested a snow day rendezvous at his new place to break in his brand new bed...I am quite content in my own bed with no makeup, in my pajamas. The sex was good but his personality is ... so I'm in no rush to get to rendezvous 3. Maybeeee later this week.
3. XF wants to come see me tomorrow before he flies to California Thursday. Let me put this at the top of the list of things I don't want to happen. I am STILL mentally exhausted from Sunday night, why do you even wanna see me? I feel like when they sense you need space, they smother you even more. Why is that?
4. I am supposed to get lunch with Antonio this week. I know, I know we weren't supposed to be talking. He snapchatted me Friday and ever since, it's back to chatting as normal. I should re-name him in my phone as "a fun mistake" so every time I wanna snapchat him I am reminded of exactly where I stand. Also, it'd be kinda funny to keep seeing "a fun mistake" has sent you a snapchat! Fuck it, I'm changing it now.
Not letting myself fall down this rabbit hole again. No, no, no, no, no.
My tinder has been blowing up but in typical Elle fashion, I went on so many dates last week that I have no energy to go on any this week.
I know it sounds dumb but I kinda wanna meet someone and just "click" with them. Velcro was so uptight on date with his legs crossed and arms neatly folder in his lap, Chase was a freaking interview both times, Velcro second date was a moron moment of failing to make the correct reservation + the shaky tongue make out situation. IDK. Neither scenario left me anxious for more. Can't really think of a date when I have felt that way since Cyrus actually. That was one hell of a first date.
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