I've had a lot of fun in 2017 but its about to be Persian New Year and that means, a fresh start.
SO I am trimming the fat and cutting out what isn't serving me.
First on the chopping block: Antonio.
He mentioned me being a second choice yesterday and apologized for it.
After further consideration, ummmm fuck all of that. Have fun being bored and basic with your ex, hope we can stay friends, adios amigo.
I do really want to see him again but I know if I do that...
1. I'll feel kind of used because we will hook up and then a few days later he will likely take back his ex
2. I didn't see him all of February so why start the feelings/fire up again when I have already established distance?
3. The sex with Rami was mind boggling good so I am ending February on a really high note as it is (in that department)
So I wrote a text and sent it. Here ya go.
So I woke up today remembering that deep down, I am Elle and thus, i am nobodys second choice. The writing on the wall is you taking back the ex and I wish you the best of luck with that. I will admit I like you and could've seen us having a good time being more than just fuck buddies (but was totally fine with things as they were) but regardless, I hope we can actually stay friends vs just saying that we will once you make this official again. You have a boat (and I always want a tan)
"Good for you. It's not how I planned it and really appreciate your advice and understanding. You're beautiful and awesome, Elle. I'm sorry that I couldn't get my act together. I hope to soon. Patent attorneys...just stay away ;) "
At the end of the day, it really is his loss. He will feel that in due time when he's having sex with ex and thinking about me. Oh and I am a total bitch but I stalked her on fb (he and I are friends now) and I'm way hotter. Sorry not sorrrrrrrry. ;)
So there's one less thing to think about.
It's been fun Antonio, thanks for the laughs.