Velcro hasn't executed a date 3...I am pretty sure he's waiting on me to do that but cmon, you failed on date 2 and I am the girl here...This isn't date 5 or something.
^That shit makes me miss Antonio because our next date was always discussed on the current date. None of this pansy, horseshit. #growapair
I think I'm gonna suggest hanging out with Chase tomorrow night. He invited me over last night but like I said, the desire level was low plus it was the finale of my favorite show. #priorities
Lunch with Antonio...I also might suggest for tomorrow. Why not torture myself a little more? #funmistakes
XF wanted to come by tonight, I said nah gracias. Let's give this some breathing room & I didn't suggest the 60 day cut-off yet. Why? Well, as fucked up as it all sounds -- he's been really receptive to my feedback on what I need from him in order to even potentially consider a life together nowadays. I also told him to lose some damn weight because flabby isn't doing shit for me. #realtalk
It is so fucking cold in DC my motivation to do anything besides sleep, eat, and workout is minimal to none. I HATE COLD WEATHER.
Gimme the freaking sunshine and spring, pleaaaaaseeeeeee.
That's about it in the world of Elle. A few Tinder Toads are blowing me up but nothing that inspires me to actually show up/put makeup on/put on a parka/move.
I've been contemplating how I want to spend my final year in DC and I think it might be time to live solo again and say farewell to Arash. It's been a fun two years but I am missing my independence and not having someone to clean up after.
Sorry this is short, I promise when the snow melts I'll become fun again.
Fuck you Storm Stella.