I can just tell.
1. woke up to a snap from Antonio...a photo of handcuffs saying, "I hope your wrists aren't too small for these"...UMMMMM hell yes to awesome, insane, fun sex. Gimmmmme all of it.
2. Rami booked my flight to California for his birthday. Feb 16-26, cyaaa DC.
3. I am going to Puerto Rico Feb 9-13 so I'm home for a quick Vday date and then off again
4. 2007 was a great year despite Bobby cheating on me. I think 2017 is my year to fucking own it. I am so, so, so, so energized and pumped up, it's INSANE!
5. Arash finally kissed me so now I know what that's like and I won't live my life always wondering, "what if"....
Now for some updates...
Arash. We had a discussion about kids last night and he thinks he won't be successful enough to afford them thus doesn't think he wants them.
Well, kids are non-negotiable for me. I want them no matter what. Even if I have to move to Ohio to afford them, I know that I want them, 100000%. I also know I want a guy who aspires to be successful, who wants to "afford kids" and knows he wants them. Not someone I'll have to talk into it one day. I know guys change their minds when they fall in love but I don't want that guy. I want someone who KNOWS they definitely want kids one day. That apparently isn't Arash.
So while it's been fun kissing til the wee hours of the morning the past two weekends, I think that's where it ends.
I know, I know. Not the ending you were hoping for. The amount of texts I've received, "OMG ARASH NYE OMG" has been plentiful. Everyone wanted to see that love story bloom. A part of me really did too. We have a great life together and he's wonderful. But you do have to weigh the long term goals when deciding who to date and kids is a HUGE one for me.
XF. Taking my momma out to dinner tonight. Pretty sweet of him. No, I wasn't invited and I haven't seen him in the New Year yet.
Antonio. So hot, so good in bed, so fun. All good things.
Rami. Sososososososososososo HOT, super sweet, can't wait to see him in LA. He's picking me up and driving me to airport. Ahhhh, such a gem. Today I asked him why he is still single and he said he just hasn't met the right girl and even though our time together was brief, he could see himself with me. HOW CUTE IS THAT? Slash, how did I make that strong of an impression? Note to self: find out and do it again on the East Coast, ASAP.
Si. Texted again asking why we never met back up. I told him I was busy but we should be friends. He replied, "ahhhh the friend zone..." and said he'd love to be my friend because my life looks quite fun. WIN.
Rams. I ghosted him pretty hard...he was really nice thus I am a big jerk. I just couldn't deal with verbally rejecting the nice guy yet again. Sigh, karma don't punch me tooooo hard for that one.
Bobby. Asked about that letter I removed from the package, said he'd like to read it. Hmmmm...option is re-write it or just send the original and say F it. Haven't decided what to do and haven't spoke to him since last Friday.
Jake. Got a stomach bug and I won't risk getting it SO I cancelled our paint and wine date for Friday. Not down for puking my guts up anytime soon.
I thinkkkkk that's it. One new tinder toad asked me on a date and he's insanely hot but I was feeling under the weather so I postponed it. TBD on that one.
xo xo,
Elle
1. woke up to a snap from Antonio...a photo of handcuffs saying, "I hope your wrists aren't too small for these"...UMMMMM hell yes to awesome, insane, fun sex. Gimmmmme all of it.
2. Rami booked my flight to California for his birthday. Feb 16-26, cyaaa DC.
3. I am going to Puerto Rico Feb 9-13 so I'm home for a quick Vday date and then off again
4. 2007 was a great year despite Bobby cheating on me. I think 2017 is my year to fucking own it. I am so, so, so, so energized and pumped up, it's INSANE!
5. Arash finally kissed me so now I know what that's like and I won't live my life always wondering, "what if"....
Now for some updates...
Arash. We had a discussion about kids last night and he thinks he won't be successful enough to afford them thus doesn't think he wants them.
Well, kids are non-negotiable for me. I want them no matter what. Even if I have to move to Ohio to afford them, I know that I want them, 100000%. I also know I want a guy who aspires to be successful, who wants to "afford kids" and knows he wants them. Not someone I'll have to talk into it one day. I know guys change their minds when they fall in love but I don't want that guy. I want someone who KNOWS they definitely want kids one day. That apparently isn't Arash.
So while it's been fun kissing til the wee hours of the morning the past two weekends, I think that's where it ends.
I know, I know. Not the ending you were hoping for. The amount of texts I've received, "OMG ARASH NYE OMG" has been plentiful. Everyone wanted to see that love story bloom. A part of me really did too. We have a great life together and he's wonderful. But you do have to weigh the long term goals when deciding who to date and kids is a HUGE one for me.
XF. Taking my momma out to dinner tonight. Pretty sweet of him. No, I wasn't invited and I haven't seen him in the New Year yet.
Antonio. So hot, so good in bed, so fun. All good things.
Rami. Sososososososososososo HOT, super sweet, can't wait to see him in LA. He's picking me up and driving me to airport. Ahhhh, such a gem. Today I asked him why he is still single and he said he just hasn't met the right girl and even though our time together was brief, he could see himself with me. HOW CUTE IS THAT? Slash, how did I make that strong of an impression? Note to self: find out and do it again on the East Coast, ASAP.
Si. Texted again asking why we never met back up. I told him I was busy but we should be friends. He replied, "ahhhh the friend zone..." and said he'd love to be my friend because my life looks quite fun. WIN.
Rams. I ghosted him pretty hard...he was really nice thus I am a big jerk. I just couldn't deal with verbally rejecting the nice guy yet again. Sigh, karma don't punch me tooooo hard for that one.
Bobby. Asked about that letter I removed from the package, said he'd like to read it. Hmmmm...option is re-write it or just send the original and say F it. Haven't decided what to do and haven't spoke to him since last Friday.
Jake. Got a stomach bug and I won't risk getting it SO I cancelled our paint and wine date for Friday. Not down for puking my guts up anytime soon.
I thinkkkkk that's it. One new tinder toad asked me on a date and he's insanely hot but I was feeling under the weather so I postponed it. TBD on that one.
xo xo,
Elle
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