I fell in love in college, it was short lived but it showed me what love feels like.
Growing up, everyone around me had boyfriends. I was the only one who never had the courage to talk to the boys I had crushes on. I guess my downfall is a lack of confidence? Perhaps that is the key to success in dating...the confidence code is still something I haven't mastered.
It's hard to watch everyone, your entire life, date so many different people...to watch them fall in and out of love so easily...
I constantly wonder...why is this so hard for me? Why can't I find someone I connect with? Am I being too picky? Why is it so simple for Elle? Why can't it be easy for me? What is the missing puzzle piece?
Perhaps some people have a way of attracting the opposite sex and maybe some of us don't? In 32 years, one boyfriend.
What I know for sure is I am tired of being alone. I want to find my soulmate, but it all feels hopeless.