What are all those suitors back east upto during my hiatus? Hmmmmm....
Well, let's start with Z, the sexy persian. He's been really amazing about keeping in touch. He's a great texter/communicator and I don't mind this text penpal thing we've got going on. Typically I don't wanna chat at this level until we've met and I know I like you buttttt this is good - keeps the momentum moving.
It's kind of nice talking to a Persian, especially while I am surrounded by ALL Persian friends and family in California. Reminds me that it might be really nice to marry one and have little prince/princesses running around one day. I am not so mildly obsessed with my little cousins who can do absolutely no wrong haha so if I could replicate that with my own kids, ahhh life would be pretty complete. So I am confident we will actually meet when I return, after two years of tinder matching - its about damn time.
That brings me to my next Persian....Arash. Bestie and I were discussing all of the questionably, confusing comments he's made anddddd have concluded that he's definitely got feelings for me. Arash hooked up with besties twin in February when we were both in California together and I legitimately had a heart attack and was ready to throw up. First off, besties twin is also my bestie so to see your best guy and best gal hook up...Gosh, it's so weird and so, so, so many emotions.
I was dating XFactor when it happened...it also happened to be Valentine's Day. IDK if I already told this story so I'll keep it brief but....
We all went to a bar that I absolutely didn't want to go to, Arash was all over me most of the night and then I lost him...I go searching and searching and bam, middle of the dancefloor he's kissing bestie2. I grab bestie one, tell her I need her keys because I need to GTFO of this bar. This is all tooooooo much.
Bestie1 and I leave, I get home and pass out on her couch, pissed as hell. About an hour later, Arash rolls in, drunk as hell, jumps on me, wakes me up and yells at me for leaving him.
UGH. Being mad shows I care, showing I care is fucked up because I am dating someone but it's a reaction that I literally couldn't stop. It really, really hurt to see. He hooks up with people all the time, idk why this time was so hard for me. Normally I don't care...